Is There Something Wrong With Me??

Can somebody please answer the question for me. Apparently there must be if Alot of people are just ditching me and leavin me and just tossin me to the side. I feel like and old pair of shoes that people can't fit anymore and that isn't rite. There are only a few people I can trust and it kinda upsets me that they are all I have.I really wish more people supported what I do but people just put me down saying that it will never happen, I will never be a person who everybody else wants to be. All I want to be is a role model and all I want is for some people to help me but outside of my circle there is only one person who has been there for me through everything since we reconnected a while ago and she knows who she is. That girl is my everything and always has been, even when I have girlfriends she has to go before them becuz she helps me with anything. But besides her I only have like 4 people who want me to make it in life. If u do too then comment on this....... I'm off this